mindcandy pennies from the overgenerous lunatic

The personal struggle (or rather, the outcome)

Yeps. decided to blog again after having a writer's block. Have not been blogging because I've been writing to the point that I'm starting to mash words up. It's not that much of a great deal except when writer's block prevents me from expressing my ideas into sentences. Thats when I know I need to take a break.

Peeps who have known me for a long time know that I always lie and hide and deny and I seem to care only for me. Problem is back then I have no idea that this was going on. Now I do and I have stopped to some extent.

Telling the truth is hard. But not telling it gets harder day by day.

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It's been years since i even thought about you because all I did was numb that part of me that did...which is my whole being. I'm bringing it back up again together with all we had. I hope you dont mind.