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So I was….

So I was in a crazy mood, playing Guitar Heroes 3 and writing my stuff, and I suddenly had the itch to listen to japanese songs. And it reminded me of pandamoko's ex-fave band, psycho le cemu. I played a few MTV of them crazy guys and got my crazy moood even worse. I suddenly had this fantasy of going to office as cloud. Although that turtleneck leather suit looks more feminine than maculine. The blade is...er, too obvious? But then again, I could always go as tidus or sora, and all kinds of pedophiles would go after me.

So paris aka jamie khoo, an equally crazy friend came online. She's one of the best wordsmiths in town. And she's insanely funny too. If it wasnt the ackward age gap, as well as us coming from 2 completely diffrent worlds, I'm pretty sure sparks would have flied. But sadly, this is reality. And um, no, I dont think I'd fall in love that easily. but there is always possibilities.

Joey said: (talking about PLC)
they dress up in funny costumes
one of the guys dress up as a girl and looks...extremely pretty in it
video has cute guys
I dont understand what they're singing, but I love crazy costimes
costumes*

in this vid they're dressed up as videogame characters
omg xD
I wanna dress up as one and come to office

ngawang gyatso says:
come to work as astro boy
it's quite bizarre this video!

OMG. me as astro boy. Dogs would bite their own necks, cars would crash and people's eyeballs would explode upon seeing me. Scary.

the fun thing is, paris used to be very against me. She really hated me because I bugged her incessantly when we first met (because I'm a social retard back then, I didint know what to do or how people felt) but then she apologized and now we're chummy.

Strange how the world works, to the people who cant comprehend.

2007,2008 blabla

so yea happy new year guys, but seriously to me it dosent make that much of a diffrence. Coz life goes on yo'

but recently though, I kinda learnt of something that was well, the truth. It turns out that my ex best friend ruben had a "bad experience" with me which is why he is keeping a very far distance away from me. I was like "was I really that bad?"

I have no idea. But I know I wasnt very pleasant, and I feel that I really need to apologize. But then again, if he dosent have the courage to face me, I'm not really like, all crazy over it.

I think the notion of fate is silly to a level, because if you can leave everything to fate, then we can basically bum around and not work towards anything we want. As much as I would love to believe that someone up there is pulling all the strings, but sadly reality is too diffrent.

The result resembles the cause and the cause resembles the result. If you have an unhappy ending, chances are you probally made someone unhappy but this happened. Same goes for happy or whatever. It's all logic.

But then again, I'm just crapping away.